Auntie Beth has fallen more times than she can count in the past few months, and getting back up has not been easy. There are moments where it seems easier to just stay on the ground. At these times, I remind myself that human beings are capable of so much more than we think, and that even I am stronger than I think I am.
I know my family well enough to know that you would rather hear from me when I am struggling mightily than not hear from me at all, so I thought I would share what has helped me see light today.
One of my friends sent me this video about a father and son's incredible bond a few years ago. Whenever I am struggling, I watch this video---not to make myself feel bad about how small my problems seem in comparison but to remind myself that all things are possible with God and that I am capable of so much more than I could ever imagine.
I believe that this Father feels about his son the way I feel about you. I love you more than you know, probably more than I even know:-)
The video:
A son asks his Father "Will you run a marathon with me?" and his Father replies "yes". After many successful marathon finishes, the son asks the Father "Dad will you do the Ironman Triathlon with me now?" and the Father replies "of course". I cry within 15 seconds of starting this video or even thinking about this video because love is so present.
And afterwards, I always remember that my strength is immeasurable when God is by my side.
I love you lots and I miss you more-
oxAuntie Beth/Bethe/Beppy GBAKYS
